August 2010
1 post
lately ive been the most confusing person, even to myself. i want what i cant have, and hate what i do have. how selfish, huh? i need to figure myself out.
July 2010
1 post
i think my life is being taken over by social networking, it’s quite unhealthy just how badly i am addicted to facebook and twitter. i should maybe take a break for a while.
October 2009
1 post
ohhhhh, it’s been way too long. im going to start posting on this thing everydayy.
March 2009
3 posts
i’m so lonely. thank god for this. this is perfection.
giraffes have no vocal cords. imagine that.
February 2009
8 posts
“if i could gather my nerve, i’d put my feelings into words.”
last nights’ show was incredible! we the kings, the cab, the maine, versaemerge, there for tomorrow. aaaand, alex deleon is the love of my life, so seeing him was def the high point of the evening. (: alex deleon. the cab. <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 versaemerge. acoustic set after the show. WONDERFUL NIGHT. (:
"i'm just sick and tired of being sick and tired."
ain’t that the truth. i’m sick of everything. i have every reason to love everything about my life, but for some reason, that’s just not the case. the only time i’m truly “happy” is when im distracted momentarily from how miserable i am. i feel like i’m never good enough for anyone. i’m constantly feeling like im doing something wrong. im forever...
i love sleeping in on sundays. it’s the best feeling i think. but then i get pissed when i wake up and realize i have to be to my stupid excuse for a job in the next two hours. someone just needs to blow chuck e cheese up. blahhh.
“And you’re so much more than wonderful, so much more than i can see, and i could spend forever hoping, you’d be here with me.”
i’ve been overplaying this one a lotttttt lately, for obvious reasons. (:
i woke up late this morning, which is pretty typical for me on any given day. but the reason is i was up tossing and turning almost all night long. when i lay down to go to sleep, its like a raging war in my head. i think about anything and everything, and honestly, this is the time i’m most depressed. right before bed, every single night. i absolutely hate being alone with my thoughts. :/
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hey world. (:
I decided to get in with the rest of the world and have my very own blog page. (: I seriously doubt many people will read it, but who knows, maybe it will turn out to be pretty fun. I’m going to try to post everyday, and make it interesting. So be ready… -lexxi.
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